Dates

Friday, Jan. 16, 2004 at 8:14 p.m.

Tomorrow and Sunday will be the two days I was given(at different times) for my due date. Unfortunately, due to an evil twist of fate, I will never be celebrating that day.

I don't really know how I'm going to memorialize this weekend but I can't ignore it. I've gotten unbelievable support from friends and family but I still feel incredibly alone. I'm just not sure what to feel, think or do. Do I go sit out at the cemetary by my son's grave and cry and attempt to tell him what my heart feels? I can't seem to put it into words so how can I tell it to someone I never really knew but loved with all my heart?? Can anyone answer this for me because I'm having trouble finding my way...

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