Wednesday, Sept. 15, 2004 at 6:35 a.m.
*edit* Thank you to everyone who has left nice comments, notes for me. It means so much and I thank every one of you.*/edit*
It's been one year. I don't know what to do with myself. My therapist said last nite, maybe it's not that I should do something for my son today, but that I should do something for myself. How can I do anything for myself?? I don't feel I deserve to do anything good for myself. He deserves everything he'd ever want and he is gone.
...I just don't know how to feel but sad today...and isolated...