Saturday, Nov. 27, 2004 at 10:40 p.m.
I grow so weary of feeling alone. If I'm upset about something, I feel my husband draw away from me the precise moment I show signs of distress. I've begged for help and support and he says he just doesn't know what to do or say. Does he just not care enough to even try? To sit down with me sometime and even just talk? Because I have never felt so isolated in my entire life. From everyone. I feel like no one understands me. I know there are other people out there with issues and problems, so why does everyone around me ostracize me? I'm just so tired of feeling this way. I feel like a freak. What is wrong with me???