Tuesday, Apr. 06, 2004 at 10:53 a.m.
I'm having a hard time updating...alot of times I don't feel like I have anything to say, others I'm too depressed to write. I don't feel like writing a bunch of depressing crap in this journal and making it sound all teen-angsty. I'm just tired of feeling very alone. Lots of people say they are my friends, but I guess they just really don't know me, because sooner or later, they all leave.
I would like to update every day but for some reason I just can't make myself do that..I never know what to write. Any readers I have will soon be gone, because I either don't update often enough or I have nothing to say. I need to go relax and maybe I can update better later...